a reason? a season? or a lifetime?

Lord, I want to see

REAPPLICATION LETTER/ Cover letter/ Whatever.. an ordeal of square 1 again and again ☺

RE: The application Letter is posted below the mini-blog

Lahat ng inyung mababasa ay tutuo at hango sa personal na karanasan, at makikitang nakalagay talaga sa Application Letter sa kanilang pinapa Sumite.. and as promised I have tagged a few friends to up date them for mi-blogs haha



I absolutely have no idea for how many times did i found my self submitting this. There are times you would feel degraded, discriminated, dehumanized, you would feel at times you are an inch close to be hired then at the end, you are not. I find it humurous, para akong sirang plaka.. paulit-ulit. Sige ng sige. Print ng print. It's more of a way of life now :) Am I having fun? I should be having fun. The thrill of hiring process, passing it through and then back to square 1 at the end of the road.



I remember one time, my sister have always been taping it to my cerebrum.. " I never use riffles, knives or bullets.. I climb the eagle's nest- that's how" - well at some point it works, so I've never been techie or never did I advance my means of earning the golden job, the way of life I've been pursuing all along (having a backer- if that's how to say it..it's the FAD now hindi ba)



If only I knew it would be this triple harder than College Algebra, Physics, Trigonometry, Microbiology and Parasitology, aww dawg I would have enrolled one subject per sem, and drop one after the other to prolong and to delay if not to avoid recurrent denial of an application.. hahaha I would have been an instant Guinness Book of World Records- and favorably paid for the head line Record..



Wise men, Old folks say, it isn't your time yet. Patience is a virtue. Good things come to those who wait. However, believe me, why others are not on my shoes instead they have gone ahead of me already to the passion I have believed I am equally for. I thought graduating from college is enough, knowing in yourself that you are knowledgeable enough is REALLY NOT ENOUGH.. so it is truly WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW



I have done ALMOST if not all. And hopefully this time it works. Those who have loved me, love me as always surely knows the ♥ and the purity of this letter.. haha just thought of sharing it here, so when I'm gone and wind there's a way to remember the worst person to lab ☺

haha oh eto na ang application letter, sa mga atat maalaman ang nilalalaman ng aking liham..





To: Institutions, Universities, Hospitals, Clinics, Companies- well to name a few of how far my face have reached.. (tataka nga ako bakit hindi pa ako sikat gang ngayun hahaha)



Thru: Human Resources Department



Greetings of Peace

I am really interested in pursuing a Clinical Instructor/ Staff Nurse/ Company Nurse/ Faculty career and wanted you to know that I did try to find the person's name to address my letter. I am quite confident your name is not "To Whom it May Concern". ☺☻ Anyway, I would be more than willing to share my motivations with you in person vis-a-vis .



I am writing to express my persuasive enthusiasm to be part of this institution. I am beseeching, imploring for your kind response and allowance to let me in- in your family. I have been solicitous periodically in your humble office to consider my passion and noble calling in life in what I am applying for and at the same time acknowledge my constant interest and zealousness of choosing this university as a ground for rendering my best possible service to students and impart to them knowledge that will help them develop their skills, talents, attitude and maximize their full potentials. Also, it is my desire to help in the development of young individuals to become successful in their chosen field of endeavors;likewise, it is with full belief that this is the appropriate environment for my growth as a person, as a professional, as towards my becoming. That substantial interaction is something I want to be doing every day.



I can say that the BABY BOOMER NURSE- IS NOW APT THE CHALLENGE OF REACHING HIGHER HEIGHTS!



I have experienced hospital-based training in Carlos Medical and Maternity Clinic. To include with, I have also been a Faculty of Biology, Practical Nursing and other related Sciences in Knights and Archers Montessori School, I have also been into company nursing in Filipino Entrepreneurs & Resources Network, INC (FERN, INC)



My responsibilities included carrying out doctor's order, applying independent nursing interventions and being able to establish rapport to clients. While as a Faculty, I have planned, prepared and delivered instructional activities that facilitate active learning experiences. Developed schemes of work and lesson plans; establishing and communicating clear objectives for all learning activities. As a School nurse, I have worked in partnership with the school to create an environment that promotes healthy living, as well as responding to the needs of individual children. There is a shift towards a public health role, addressing the needs of the local school-age population as a whole, including children at home as well as parents and guardians.



At present I have earned my first six (6) units in the Continuing Education field taking up Master of Arts in Nursing in Arellano University.



I assure you that high level of efficiency would be applied to any assignment given to me. I hope my qualifications merit to your considerations. Please keep me in mind. I look forward to speaking to you on your most convenient time. You may address me in the following contacts stated above.



I am very much hopeful for your altruistic cogitation with regards to my recurrent application. (Parang awa nyo na po at habag. Aku po'y nakikiusap)



Fervently yours,

Bjorn Jose F. Francisco III, R.N

Applicant

June 24th.. (Jeepney Bathe)

I was on my way to work.. about to find a cab.. I mean FX ride.. kaso madmi daw kalaban everywhere kaya konti lang byahe nila.. and so I decided to pick a jeep to go for work- and the story went on..

Much to my dismay.. it's June 24th. San Juan Day.. and I'm such a loser today being on a jeepney ride and splashed with water.. (yellowish water- and I tell you mapanghi sya ;c) eiw.. look, I am no good looking, not even close to limelight face factor but- I am a vain for myself and for my face most especially! It pays to look good- bakit ba?!

It's a real test of patience- I must say! I don't feel like going to work anymore and it sucks that i can sense that eiw scent! I wanna go home and feel the need of taking a good bath again to gain a little positive aura again, a sense of feeling good again... however, here comes the laid-back attack again.. nakakahiya at plus naka absent narin ako for two.. bago palang naman ako sa trabaho!

I still have to wait fro 7PM to strike in before I can go home..

I'm soaked, I'm wet!
feelin' uncomfy

For the Love of God. Amen!!

:(

RP: NURSE lang daw ako- sabi ni Sir Administrator

NURSES WHAT CAN YOU SAY ABOUT THAT??


I was quite hesitant to drop by at the so called school of well rounded and balanced education.. sabi ko ke joan, timmy, jhoana at filliffe.. ayako magpunta kasi alam ko wala ako maganda masasabi, ayako magkasala at lalong ayaw ko maging sanhi ng kanilang ipagkakasala..

joan called me up tellin me get my self on KAMS to clear things up-- and so I came. I learned that he press- released "NURSE LANG DAW AKO"

I seldom talk. Mams, Sirs.. you know that.. but tonight allow me to save my self from your slanders..

first and foremost, I never conceited my professional license. as a matter of fact, I consider my self as a student who hungers for more learning.. as my principle goes-- "it is when you know that you do not know" I am pursuing my studies due to the fact that I needed to learn more and as to level up my growth and development as a person as a professional as a whole.


ano po ba yung NURSE/ NURSING/Bachelor of SCIENCE in NURSING??

Nursing is a SYSTEMATIC APPROACH of health care profession focused on the care of individuals, families, and communities so they may attain, maintain, or recover optimal health and quality of life from birth to death.

Nurses work in a large variety of specialties where they work independently and as part of a team to assess, plan, implement and evaluate care.

so this is a profession.. systematic.. conceptualized based on theories and biological sciences.. wag namn po sana NURSE LANG ang pagka described nyo.. dahil hindi lang po ako grumaduate basta basta.. pinag aralan ko po mabuti ang konsepto ng aking pinag aralan..

secondly, sabi mu Mr. President.. first executive meeting natin sa long table with the faculty.. you asked me.. what can you say? i answered you back... with all possible docility.. "Sir I think, I can no longer with stand on my post-- kasi po I might not live up to the standards of the school. i may not be an effective faculty" and you answered me back.. "forget about the standards.. it's only in your imagination.. what i care about is the noise we are creating outside to invite clients"

from there-- I pursued working for the betterment of the Vision and Mission of your School.. I bid to exert my humane effort to live up with my so-called standard imagination..

In our meeting a while ago, you told us-- you are basing your decisions objectively.. because you mean business.. then how come-- you pulled us out on our post SUBJECTIVELY???? you based your decision according to unproven, unethical, malicious back-fence talk?? now, where is your credibility? where is your reliability?

I felt degraded, humiliated, annoyed.
you pulled me out of my post without valid reason.. you pulled me out of my post without an objective basis!! and you even embedded my compensation in a scratch paper.. (to think yung 500 pesos na refund ko nga po sa uniform hindi nyu pa po binibigay ee.. maliit na pera lang pero hindi nyo mabigay pero hindi po ako naghahabol dun pera lang po yun kikitain ko din po yun ng marangal)-- this is dehumanizing.. the memo served before us is dehumanizing. san naman po kayo nakakita na ang mag se serve ng memo sa amin ay property custodian ng school.. F.Y.I po.. ang memo po ay sine serve ng kung sinu ang higher rank sa organizational chart po natin..

mam, sabi mu we could have sense it at once.. na dapat alam namin na terminated kami.. mam.. you are terminating us without a valid reason?? dahil lang sa AKALA NYU PINAG TSI-TSIMISAN NAMIN KAYO?? NA HINDI NYU NAMAN PO NAPATUNAYAN.. AND HOW CAN YOU TERMINATE US THAT WAY??

YOU asked for our letters of intent.. we submitted to your demand.. and the fact that you recognized our letter of intent we are still employed..

I am sorry for the term but you are all making no sense at all!! this is absurd. how pathetic!

for your information! what have you done SIRS and MAM is unprofessional. is unethical.

A.S.A.L (Ang Sa Akin Lang)
wala po kayu pakialam kung humanap po kami ng greener pasture. we are all entitled for it.. however, as long as it does not affect the objective of our assignments in our post- it doesn't matter at all.. as long as we are doing our job whenever we are in uniform-- we are in the premises then we are still credible..

SIR/ MADAM we could have done better.. our team effort could have gone a long- long way.. we could have done better as a team, as a core,, we could have sounded better outside but you opted to bring us out.. you chose to let go of your aces, of your finest calibers..

hind po ako nagyayabang pero maipagmamalaki ko po na hindi po mga basta basta lang ang pinaalis nyu.. at hindi lang po ako NURSE LANG!! sabi nyu po NURSE LANG AKO..

SIR ADMINISTRATOR,, NURSE PA LANG PO AKO NGAYON... rest assure that I will work harder, burn my midnight oil to be more what you see I AM today.. it is in people like you that I get so much inspiration to be more than what I am, to be more than what i have reach.. It is in you I realize i should be pursuing to add more letters after my name..

I SINCERELY WISH THAT WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO US WONT HAPPEN TO YOU NOR TO YOUR FAMILY.. HINDI NYU PO IKAKAYAMAN ANG GINAWA NYU SA AMIN AT ANG PAG YURAK SA AMING MGA PROPESYON at mga KAKANYAHAN

pareng Ben, Rivo.. san kayu?!

Retiring has always been a security blanket. this time makes it so comforting that you gotta be just lying- powerless and accepting defeat of a colloquial tiresome for a day of cliche' powerful domination of your human analogy and logic and purpose.. and i would atone myself for a sound good night sleep. before i retire i wanted to believe i deserve a good life, that i also worth all the affection and lab in the world..



mega dosing of Ben or Rivo.. I submit to your invites. Monday, I don't wanna wake up yet and see you.. Goodnight wermss

isang linggo na

ika isang linggo na nung tinex ko ang HR ng pinag aplayan ko as C.I at sinabing hindi ako for final interview.. tang ina isang linggo na pero apektado pa rin ako.. mabigat pa rin sa pakiramdam.. kahit tinawag ako ng isang kumpanya at duon ako pumapasok sa kasalukuyan.. wala ang dating drive.. wala ang dating motivation..

ang sarap ng pakiramdam sa pagtakas na ginawa ko last Sunday, May 23-24 2010.. we went to Anawangin, sa Zambales.. I felt in love with the place.. Detached from the outside world.. wala koneksyon,, wala signal.. wala kuryente.. at automatic na parang wala ka biglang iniisip na kahit anu.. bastang ibang iba ang lugar na yun.. napaka saya pala talagang kumawala lalu't kasama mu ang mga free spirited mung kaibigan, mga liberated on the full sense.. ful battled geared to catch you!

pagbalik ko dito- parang lalong lumalala ang inner battles ko... haha parang ang mga tao dito sa bahay parang naging conformist.. parang lalo ako nawala sa align..

napaka kumplikado ng buhay, napaka gulo napaka ironic..
sabi nung ilan... si hywell, si rani, si kean baka daw kasi natakot sila sa akin kasi baka daw may umagaw sa trono nila sa pagiging C.I ko as master of M.S.. wala ako plano makipag kumpitensya sa kahit na kaninu pwera sa sarili ko.. wala rin ako plano lamangan ang kahit na sinu pwera ang mga sarili kong achievement sa buhay..

masama ang loob ko.. totoo.. nagtatampo ako sa Dios at sa Ina Niya.. nagtatampo ako kasi pinag hirapan ko yuun.. at alam Nila na bago ako mag board exam sabi ko sa Kanila na pagbigyan nila ako maging C.I para makapaglingkod ako ng mabuti sa pamamagitan ng pagtuturo ng Nursing at maibahagi ko ang inspirasyon at motivation na karampatan para sa mga naghahangad na makatapos sa ganung kurso..

masama ang loob ko sa pamilya ko higit lalo sa ate ko at sa mami ko..
bakit kaya sila ganun.. ang labo nila.. masyado conventional mag isip.

napag isip isip ko tuloy ang kantang ito...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saeq6dZwGEo

The Unfortunate- Fortunate (Adrift)

You can never run from inner battles. There would be times you will find yourself at the middle of the night clueless, pointless.. feeling a sudden tiresome out of nothing.. How ironic life can be.. We're always clueless about what's gonna happen next minute

I have loved, been loved? c:
I burned midnight oil to earn a degree. I have earned.
I looked for a job. worked for a job. lend the bestest deed.
I prayed for mojo. courted the gods and goddesses for bit and pieces of nirvana.
I have payed and still paying it forward.
I have Shared Risks.


Where's my niche??

bakit ang magandang buhay ay parang napaka ilap sa akin? maghintay. magpasensya. maghanap. kumatok. magdasal. magtrabaho. paghirapan. wala pa rin